TRAVEL

Along this journey

i see many things appear

many things happen

many

many of them

I thought its not that difficult

i thought i could face this well

very well

unfortunately

i trust myself too much

despite this weak self inside

i end up lacking in something

when i miss a rememberence

of something more and most important

which i should have stick to

since the very beginning

I realized

yes of course i must have trust in myself

i must let me be strong

but at the same time

i must not let myself endure too much

i must let tears flow

sometime

as my heart cry in pain

Its not that to let myself become that weak

just to let pain inside flow away

let them go

pain, anger, anything

anything which hurt the hiding me

i must let them go

And

along this journey till today

i think

i learned something

There is no way i can be strong

unless i take good care of myself

unless i take good care of the inside me

my heart, my soul

how?

i found one trustful way

take good care of my relationship

with HIM

i can choose

which option

because i have the opportunity to choose

HE gives me opportunities

which is best

which will lead me closer to HIM at best

HE wants me to grasp that

but surely that choice

HE let me decide

HE wants to see

do i know what this test is for?

will i come back to HIM?

the best?

depends on us

i can choose, you can also choose

the opportunity to choose

ALLAH gives it to everybody

to each of us

Getting hurt

i may not have the opportunity to make a choice on it

but i have other options

i have opportunity to choose which way to cure it

HE gives me total chance on it

but i must be careful

as each option i choose lead me to different way

this is real

i said this with all that i have been through

if i have HIM

i have strength

i have better choice

better acception

everything

in a better way

insyaAllah

May Allah ease our path

may HE bless us all