LIFE VERSUS TIME

School and university are different.

Not totally different, but mostly different.

Before this, i used to think i have so many good friends by my side. I used to feel so grateful for having them all. I used to feel they all can acept me well. And i expect that it would be the same until i reach university.

Yes it's true, my friends are all good. Not just my friends, but also anyone else around me.

But life sure change time by time.

Now i'm in university, i have met so many different kind of people. For just one year, i met them. I thought, what about three more years waiting? What kind of people will i meet? What kind of them?

Some think that people around them do not satisfy them. But who knows, one day they will meet even worse person. Oh yes, we used to be ungrateful of what we have right now. We expect this is the worst one we would ever face in life ignoring our future's not-clear-calling. We used to think that way, don't we?

If you ask me, i will answer 'Yes, i do'.

ONE DAY, I WAS SO DEPRESSED ON SOME UNEXPECTED SITUATION. I WAS SO SAD THAT I REALLY WANT TO CRY. THEN MY FRIEND ASK GENTLELY, 

'WHAT DO YOU THINK OUR PROPHET RASULULLAH WOULD SAY IF HE IS HERE WITH US?' 

IT'S A SHORT QUESTION, BUT REALLY STAB MY BRAIN ON SPOT. OF COURSE, HE WOULD HOPE US TO BE PATIENT AND STRONG, TO TRUST IN ALLAH.

I CAN'T DENY THAT MY HEART CRY IMAGINING HIM HERE BY MY SIDE. IT WOULD BE A GREAT HAPPINESS IF I COULD MEET HIM EVEN JUST FOR A WHILE IN MY DREAM. THANKS TO MY FRIEND, FOR MADE ME ABLE TO THINK AGAIN. THANK YOU SO MUCH (:

So friends, let's try not to be so not satisfy of what situation we are facing and what we have right now as we can't expect what future might do. And also let's prepare ourselves for a tougher situation coming. This test right now, is His way to make us even stronger person. Insya-Allah. Don't just blame others beside us, blame ourselves. Try not to be so negative about others, insya-Allah we will get a good return from others as well. Be positive, be prepared, be amenable for the right things despite our egoes are threatened, be motivated, be patient even it really really hurts (i do know this one might be quite hard), be gentle to our own feeling, and be grateful of anything everything around us. A grateful slave of Him, The Almighty One.

HEH, I'M NOT SURE WHAT I'M WRITING. WHAT I FEEL, I JUST WRITE THEM OUT.